damn!

oh damn!

semalam sampai 9.30pm..

bapak r kene marah sampai lewat..

memang tersiksa jiwa raga aku..bangan...

bodo punyer bas..time aku kalut2 nie lah yer na rosak lah aper lah..memang saja na sakitkan jiwa batin aku nie..

tak pasal2 dapat publisiti murahan..tak guna punyer kolej...

asal lah awal sgt masa masuknyer..

hmm...

lapar..puasa laa..

penat2..

hurgh!!

nangis nangis nangis..too bad..and too much..

enough lah zikriah..be strong!

you can do it! believe your self..

again about kuantan malapetaka..

hurmm..xmo pergi..

sedih..

serius sedih and menstresskan jiwa raga..

sakit sakit sakit......

arghh!!

nothing to type...

nothing in my mind..

kosong..

and yang penting..

handset bawu dah tercalar..

arghh!!

na marahnyerrrr.....

tercalar jiwa aku..

yang best..

tadi spent time with my dude..

hee..suka sangat tapi sedih sangat

kejap jer jumpa..

rindu agiiii...

sumpah rindu...

a day

just now i have done my first test in nursing science 2..

just easy but a little crazy to answer the question..

today i will go home...woww..

so exited..i really miss my mom n my dude..

i wanna tell you everything that had happened to me..

i want to express my feeling...how i really stress to stay here..

this morning..s0meone make me really mad!

oh shit you!!

you thing who you are??!

just a little rubbish for me...understand..

i don't care and i don't want to care..

that little rubbish grab an attendant paper from my hand roughly..

2 times..so kurang ajar ah..

not beautiful..

no discipline..

liar..

am i right mis F??

a little thank you

tetiba lak terbuka facebook seseorang..

hmm..i wish u happy..

there are RM120 in my account..maybe from you..

i cant accept that money..

but a little thank you..i will buy somethings useful from your money..

but not for me..

I'm different with another girl..I'm not prefer to use your money and if i give you something..much or litter..i just give and do not need to reply..

so..with that money i will ensure someone will use it sebaik mungkin...

it will be your sedekah jariah..

i saw all your photos...you look very happy..good..

have a nice day everyday..may ALLAH bless you..

and me too..I'm very happy even without u..and i never miss you..

cause for me..i do the best for you..and you choose to go..just go...

and go go go..no more cry for you..

nurse melayang

ari nie blajar cuci rambut pesakit..hair dressing.semalam blajar mandi lap di katil..sponging..kelmarin blajar angkat pesakit orthodox..austrian..draw sheet..hand forehand interlock and three man lift..and cara mengubah posisi pesakit...recumbent..prone..semi prone..lateral..fowlers and dorsal...

hmmm....besttt sgt blajar sume nie..even penat giler tapi bila apat sesuatu ngan elok pas penat2 blajar pagi petang siang malam..puas hati sangat..enjoy la time praktikal tapi tido time theory..

memang ngantuk giler...bukan senang na jadi seorang nurse..nampak macam remeh..tapi tangggungjawab nurse adalah nyawa seseorang..memang doktor yang ubati orang tapi law tanpa nurse..doktor tak kan mampu ubati saper2 pun..sebab nurse lah yang akan buat sume benda..doktor cuma cek jer.. kerje nurse sangat leceh..kene hati2 jer..tak boleh main2 silap2 nyawa melayang..tapi kadang nurse yang melayang kene sepak dek klien..adoo..tolong orang pun dapat bala gak..dah tu na macam mane..manusia nie susah..sebab masing2 ada otak n fikiran masing2..tak puas hati maen sepak jer..tak tanya dah..lambat lak conservation nye..sepak jer terus kan..hmm...tapi tugas tetap gak jalan..pagi petang siang malam..penat tak penat..klien tetap dihahulukan..

tolonglah faham

i so RINDU my mum..

sgt2...

tak pernah ase rindu macam nie..ase na peluk ma n nangis..

ma tak kan faham betapa owang tertekan duk sini...

sangat2 tertakan..

tak pernah rasa tertekan macam nie..

hidup kat sini sangat susah..kne tindas jer...

banyak jer benda salah..ader jer benda tak kene...

susahnyer hidup..

ma faham tak perasaan owang??

owang na balik n law boleh tak nak datang lagi...

masa kat uitm owang tak pernah ngs na balik even owang ada masalah..

kat sini owang nangis jer..

tolong lah faham perasaan owang...

owang tahu nie tuk masa depan owang..

owang tak nak pun berhenti..

owang cuma minta ma faham perasaan owang jer..

owang na nangis lam pelukan ma..

owang na balik sangat2..

owang rindu giler kat ma...

owang rinduuuu...................

i miss u dude!!!

my little diamond

this is all about my new life here..

difficult and fully stress..seriusly...if you stay here for a short time..

you will realise that was no life here..

i try hard to understand how to make my life suitable with this situation..

i can't say that I'm fill..0r looser..but i getting down when I'm cried n i want to go home..

that was my first time in my life..I'm felt so sorrow...

and my little diamonds dropped and dropped and dropped..

but I'm quite lucky here..i have a group of good friends..

yeen,by,ain,irah,mira,dy,wani and izah..

so far..they are really good friends..

i love to stay here with them..

but there are a lot of problem here..

especially senior..

here..junior have to respect senior terlampau2..

that what i call as pangkat..

"assalamualaikum kak.."

every times...if you don't wish that...caci maki will come to your group!

100% be careful dear..

pangkat

oh my GOD..

lama giler tak buka blog...

since aku datang kuantan yang malapetaka nie...

ni la hari pertama aku dapat bersama katil n teddy aku..

hidup kat sini macam babi...

cuba bayangkan ada pistol kat kepala korang n tunggu masa na tembak jer..

itu lah hidup aku kat kolej nie..

salah tak salah..

tetap salah...sampai bila2 pun SALAH!!
until kita dah berpangkat..
orang kata pangkat dan darjat tu tak penting..
dulu pun aku fikir macam tu jugak..
tapi bila aku faham keadaan kat sini aku dapat rasakan kenapa ada manusia yang membezakan diri dia dengan orang lain kerana pangkat..
sebab bukan senang na dapatkan satu2 pangkat..
macam2 dugaan di hadapi..
pahit getir n caci maki bagaikan lauk pauk setiap hari..
selagi kita tak berpangkat selagi tu lah kita di tapak kaki orang di telunjuk orang ..
oleh sebab itu lah..bila seseorang dah berpangkat tinggi perlu di hormati n mereka agak angkuh..
hmm...dah faham sekarang??
tu lah keadaan aku kat sini...
tak der pangkat xder kuasa xder ape2
yang ada hanya arahan yang perlu di ikut satu persatu tanpa ada cacat sikit pun...
tesiksa kan hidup aku..
tapi tak per...
SABARRRR....
macam babiiiiiiiiiiiii............................